Anita is the best thing that ever happened to me. I know, you assume all mothers, even all parents say at least once in your life this banality.
I think that for me is different, of course, is different for everyone, but I think we often think of what I want, what I wanted, how much pain I felt hearing his absence, without ever having tasted the pleasure to meet you.
It 'been a long, difficult, painful, exhausting and amazing.
I spent days, months, years to be desired that for most people is nature itself, but for me, even for us it was a miracle.
Try the emptiness inside, without ever having really tried to have it full of things you want, because what we want is the only thing that can fill. Hard to say in words, difficult to explain.
I met extraordinary women who fight, who love and that every day they ask questions that most people never wonders.
Those questions will fortify the one hand, you destroy another. When you reach one of the first goals after much fear is immense, difficult to feel that something has changed, that something is changing, that perhaps the miracle happened.
I think every day that the miracle happened, when I look at Anita, when still breastfeeding when I think maybe it's the only girl that I have when I try the proper way to teach something, when I think the best for her and do not find it, because what I want for her is the best, but I do not know what the maximum is. I know that love, that I'll always be beside you I will try to be what she needs, she does not ever deny my love. I hope to be a good mother, not to make big mistakes, but above all to convey that everything we did for it is dictated only by love, the real one.
Anita is the best thing that ever happened to me.
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